So as if my life couldn't get harder.

[Ace195]

Okay I was talking to my girlfriend yet again today. And she swears up and down that she doesn't want to break up because I've hinted at it because I'm tired of wondering and tired of trying. But I love her to peices we were even talking about getting married and whatnot. But latley it's been one big struggle after another..

But anyways I was wanting to go out with some guys that I know to a club's foam party and have some fun get my girlfriend off my mind for a few hours and she told me that she didn't want me to go to a club. And so I didn't because I can respect that. However, when she told me that she wanted to go to a bar with some girls and get drunk at the bar and I didn't like it. She told me "I'm in college it's what college people do.." and I told her "how is this diffrent from me wanting to go to a club and you saying no." She told me she wouldn't go but I don't want to be controlling from 4 hours away. I don't know what to do.. Should I break off the best relationship I've ever had or should I just suck it up and deal ?