Presentation of Awards

[Dylflon]

Wow. Rndm's journal is the most conceited and egotistical thing I have ever read. He had no damn clue what was going on during the entire Survivor event.

[Dyne]

Well, I can see Rndm was a lousy strategist.. I wasn't even online for half of survivor. I was on for one KOTN, which was the only one I took half-seriously. I also doubt I would become a threat at all to Rndm under Dylflon or anyone else. He would have been voted out earlier anyways. He tries to sound astute there, but he had soapy hands on everything. He never figured out the terrible three, and that was a serious disadvantage for him (which was pretty obvious anyways.)

GM... Vamp.. Dylflon.. one of you should create a correct version.

[Vampyr]

Originally Posted by Dyne

Well, I can see Rndm was a lousy strategist.. I wasn't even online for half of survivor. I was on for one KOTN, which was the only one I took half-seriously. I also doubt I would become a threat at all to Rndm under Dylflon or anyone else. He would have been voted out earlier anyways. He tries to sound astute there, but he had soapy hands on everything. He never figured out the terrible three, and that was a serious disadvantage for him (which was pretty obvious anyways.)

GM... Vamp.. Dylflon.. one of you should create a correct version.

It's in the works.

I started writing one at the beginning of survivor, and me, GM, and Dylflon are all contributing to it. The "terrible three" indeed.

Expect the "correct" version tomorrow night.

[Rndm_Perfection]

Originally Posted by Vampyr

What really pricks my nerves was that through your entire journal you, you acted as though you were in so much control...and that I was a blundering idiot who had no idea what I was doing. You went as far as to say Dylan and GM were using me. You fail to realize, that every discussion we had (about survivor), was taylored. All the things I said that you considered "stupid", were brilliant. Gosh, you guys have no ideas. Just wait till I post my journal.

Shut the **** up, seriously.

I wrote the journal as I went in the game. I wrote how I felt. I didn't know at all what people were thinking. My decisions were based on me pretending you were all strangers except Dylflon and Dyne. I just assumed they wanted to vote me out early.

Don't you people realize? If you wrote out a journal of your thoughts, you'd have to be happy about everything you did. This is a personal journal, so of course everything's exaggerated from my perspective. That's the intention of it. It's a firsthand view from MY perspective.

You can think it egotistical, the views, but that's part of the voice of a journal. I don't feel bad about myself, so I don't lie to myself and try to act humble about myself. I never planned on posting this for all of you to see until I was voted out.

I was not leaving GT because I got voted out. But because GM wasted so much time of my life, and because I don't find you people to be very likeable anymore. Look, this whole thread gives me more reason to leave. It shows that even though I gave people a chance to actually see what a contestant thinks when he makes decision, they use it to insult, rant, and rave.

Once again I'd like to emphasize the fact that I had no clue what was going on in the game when I came into it. I was alone in the game. I had no clue what Vampyr planned, and since he played off so well that he had no alliance, I came to underestimate him. But what does Vampyr do? He gets angry that his trick worked!

Vampyr, you wanted me to underestimate you. But then you read my journal and get angry that I did? That's what I posted in my journal... as it happened. I TRULY thought that you didn't know what you were doing in the game. I know that's different now. I didn't make this journal after I found out people's plans, I made it as I discovered things.

I had the hardest road in this game, whether any of you disagree with me or not. And to say that my strategy was flawed, is like saying that the strategies of everyone else must've been flawed. If I had a good strategy, then the people who beat me either had a very good strategy, or I just had not chance to survive.

From MY perspective, GM was an ally. He was the only person I talked to. I was blind in the game, even though I tried so hard.

I joined the game for fun. I expected it to be like Survivor, where everyone would be strangers, and I tried to play the part. What I did not realize is that there was a party already created by GM who got to invite people. I played along, and then I got caught up in the moment. I put my part to help out in the game here and there, I got to have my fun in Umbrella...

What are you people complaining about? Get back to your video gaming. You beat me, and be happy. You beat the guy who cares the least about gaming forums, and cares the most about gaming. I gave it my all in Survivor and tried to stay true to the person who connected with me. As I said before, I'll get over it. I already am. But now it's a new issue... people complaining about my journal.

[Rndm_Perfection]

Originally Posted by Dyne

Well, I can see Rndm was a lousy strategist.. I wasn't even online for half of survivor. I was on for one KOTN, which was the only one I took half-seriously. I also doubt I would become a threat at all to Rndm under Dylflon or anyone else. He would have been voted out earlier anyways. He tries to sound astute there, but he had soapy hands on everything. He never figured out the terrible three, and that was a serious disadvantage for him (which was pretty obvious anyways.)

GM... Vamp.. Dylflon.. one of you should create a correct version.

Correct? You sir, are a dumbass, and have no concept of what a journal stands for. Everything was from my perspective. The reason why I was doing so poorly in the game was because Vampyr played it well. What are you complaining about?! One of the three who had a party from the beginning of the game won. It's the safest way to win.

Dyne, I don't think you did any better than me. When we went to Umbrella... that's where it was truly like Survivor. We were in a crowd of strangers, and then it was strategy, instead of power in numbers. I'm sure SOMEBODY here has to understand that.

[Rndm_Perfection]

One more thing. And no, I don't care that I made three posts. -rep me all you want, I don't care about reputation.

Originally Posted by Rndm_Perfection's Log

Planning with Vampyr... What I say to him about Dyne/Dylflon/GM echoes back from Dylflon to me. Not a safe situation at all. Talked to each member, and none had "future plans". Either they all had no clue how to plan due to their immunities, or they have secret alliances, which I was not a part of. Both ideas are frightening for the future.

That was one of the first paragraphs, way back in the early game. I had a general idea of what was going on.

Vampyr, don't you remember that conversation? Dylflon said to me "What super team?" Then I told to you "You should tell Dylflon not to slip up".

I had a good feeling that I could not trust you from the beginning of the game. It's why I reached out to other people. I'm no idiot, I was just ignorant in the beginning, which is only natural.

But I got far in the game. You, yourself, said I was immortal. I got further than I was supposed to. And either Germanator or me would've won the game had he sided with me at that last moment. But he didn't know enough about me.

You people better realize that you're kidding yourselves if you never pat yourselves on the back when you think you're doing something good. If that's not the case, then I only respect a few people here, as expected at a Gaming forum, a place where emotions are high and reasoning is low.

[Bond]

My father is a bastard,
My ma's an S.O.B.
My grandpa's always plastered,
My grandma pushes tea.
My sister wears a mustache,
My brother wears a dress.
Goodness gracious, that's why I'm a mess!

It's only a game, no reason to get angry.

[Jonbo298]

Stupidity brings out the anger in us. (Not directed towards anyone)

edit - If I made a journal as the game was going on, I would have no clue on alliances, defecting, etc... because I dont talk to many people on GT. So I hear ya Rndm on you not knowing everything going on as the game is happening. Plus, I never really had a strategy or any "so called" alliances with Iowa people. That had to be the dumbest thing I ever heard of.

[ZEROCOOLER]

Hell yeah Rndm Perfection, I see exactly what you are talking about, they all took a game and your views way to ****in serious.

[Dylflon]

You really were quite arrogant though. You insulted me several times calling me a child or and idiot or a pansy or a fool. (I hope you now realize that all MSN conversations with competitors were staged and sometiems scripted and that you don't think those things of me now.) Whether or not you wanted to be taken seriously with your journal post, you insulted a lot of people.

You can't post your views saying that everyone is so foolish and unorganized and that you are the only one who really knows whats going down and that you're so great and everyone else will tremble before your might and expect not to be called egotistical. You should know that if you're posting something that will offend so many people that you're prone to be bitched at about it. So quit your bitching.

Who I was when I played the game is not who I am out of Survivor. But you seem to be really conceited and egotistic all the time. It seems you like to start arguments. And when someone argues back , you like to call them stupid and say they didn't understand what you meant.

Here's a fool proof tip for the future: Don't be so damn vague if you everyone misinterperets what you say/mean.

Personally I think you're just full of ****.

So if you decide to leave GameTavern all I can say to you is "Sayonara".

I hope you find someplace where everyone will think you're as great as you seem to think you are.

[thatmariolover]

Who are we to judge? Those were his own thoughts, and now you've all seen them. I'm not even going to read them. Comment on them all you want, but that was how he felt. Discussing them is really unfair; they are the inner thoughts of his own mind.

And I think I would get sick of people lying to me about voting me off. I understand that it's immature to be mad that you lost, but to be mad that people lied about it? That's understandable. Although, you should never ask questions to which you don't really want the answers.

Go ahead and criticize. I myself am going to allow him to think and do what he wants and I'm not going to give him **** about it. I've said and done enough stupid things that no matter what he said in that journal I'd have no right to offer anything one way or another.

Rndm, figure out why everybody's mad. Maybe it is for a reason, maybe it's not. But figure it out, because if there is a reason, it's going to follow you no matter where you go.

[Yoda9864]

I'm gonna have to go ahead and defend Rndm here. You guys that are bashing his journal are just d!cks. I really don't think you guys understand what the hell a journal is. It's a record of someone's thoughts and actions as they see them. Rndm wrote all the events down as he saw them and now he's getting bashed for it? That doesn't quite make sense to me.

I'm actually quite disgusted that Vampyr, Dylflon, and Dyne reacted so harshly to Rndm's journal.

I'll probably get bashed for trying to defend Rndm here. But I don't really care.

[Rndm_Perfection]

Originally Posted by Dylflon

You really were quite arrogant though. You insulted me several times calling me a child or and idiot or a pansy or a fool. (I hope you now realize that all MSN conversations with competitors were staged and sometiems scripted and that you don't think those things of me now.) Whether or not you wanted to be taken seriously with your journal post, you insulted a lot of people.

Who I was when I played the game is not who I am out of Survivor. But you seem to be really conceited and egotistic all the time. It seems you like to start arguments. And when someone argues back , you like to call them stupid and say they didn't understand what you meant.

Hey, don't sweat it. I thought you were an ass BEFORE Survivor. That was the non-survivor part of me. I personally felt least offended by you in the game. You had the least interraction with me out of them all. The people I felt offended by in the game were Vampyr and GM. Vampyr who I liked outside the game and GM who I was indifferent with. I was bias toward you because I dislike you and I know you dislike me. Aww can't we just be friends? No, we repel. No get away from me.

You know you want to Dylflon. Bring down the house, that's what you want. You and Dyne wanted to overthrow GT anyway. And no, I don't care if the source leaks. I've been sick and tired of gaming forum BS. That's all. I joined Survivor to play a game. I had my fun, I move on. I did not join Survivor to better my position in GameTavern. And I let Neo have my journal and post it as he wished because I felt you people, no matter how immature you may act at times, had enough of my respect to earn the right to see WHY I acted the way I acted in Survivor.

Draw this chat on, you'll just learn more about me. Dylflon, it's not as you think. I know you've insulted me in your head as well. I'm sure everyone's given a jab at one another and claimed themself to be right. That journal is just that... the epitome of inner thought. Embrace it, don't thrash it. Thrashing it shows your ignorance. Interpret it, but don't thrash it.

Umm, I was about to explain something. Why I acted a certain way about something. *reads upward*. Well ****. I'll edit this post when I remember.

[Dylflon]

In response to Yoda:

Meh. I'm not mad at anybody.

But you must understand that if Rndm posts something peopel will be ofended by his opinions. If you disagree with him you feel inclined to argue or be mad. It wouldn't be fair to say that all black people are thieves and hide behind the fact that you have the right to have and express that opinion. Of course people will be mad.

I thought Rndm came across as very arrogant. I have the right to believe and express that too. Or would I have to write that in a journal before you'd defend me for having that opinion?

I'm not bashing him for writing his thoughts in a journal. I'm just expressing my distaste for the way he insulted everyone.

Rndm: I liked you just fine before the time you started starting fights with everyone for no reason. You yelled at me for saying that saying chocolate bar made as much as sense as saying candy bar.

Go ahead and think I'm an ass for thinking differently than you. I think you are a jerk because you put everyone down and act like you're above everyone here.

[ZEROCOOLER]

Dylflon shut the hell up you stupid little fu*k.