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Originally posted by Mechadragon
For some reason this didn't affect me very much. Makes me feel like an ass.....
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Same here... well err I don't really feel like an ass about it... When I went downstairs I was like "What's this?" and my dad said "terrorist attack... those buildings are both just piles of rubble now" (at the time I came downstairs, they were showing footage of when they were still standing, even though I woke up at like 2PM

) and he just let the news people say the rest... and I just said "That's crazy......" and then walked off and got something to eat and watched the news (I watch the news everyday... I wake up and turn on MSNBC... even before 9/11... I remember before then when it was all oo Aaliyah plane crash this, Chandra Levey that, and the Mitch Albom show was on MSNBC at 3PM each weekday (I'd watch it at lunch

)... anyways...
I didn't cry or feel mad or anything... and the only worry I had was I knew that the person who lives accross the street has some sort of government job and he's in some sort of military-ish uniform, and he might have been in the pentagon... but I don't even know him very well...
I wasn't like "OOOHHHH WE'RE GOING TO KILL THOSE BASTARDS! WAR WAR WAR!" and I wasn't like "OMG this is terrible *cries cries cries*" I was just like "Errr this is bad" and I just had the news on all day for like 3 days... The only time I almost cried was like when I saw this list of names of people missing scrolling with this sad music playing...
But I could watch that special on CBS sunday... or any of that other footage... planes hitting the buildings... etc etc... the only thing I had trouble watching was people jumping... the first time I saw that it just sent a chill through my spine...
Basically... y'know how people can look back at wars now... or other terrible things where people died... and discuss it like it's some interesting little bit of information and they don't cry or anything like that...
That's how I see september 11th now... It's almost like I'm watching one of those things my dad watches on the history channel all the time... only it's very very recent... which makes it even more interesting, IMO...
I guess maybe if I had a close friend or relative that worked at the pentagon or WTC, or I went to public school and they had this big announcement and people were making a mega huge deal out of it right then and there when I was, I'd see things differently... but I was just a person used to watching the news too much everyday, not knowing anybody, and just finding the whole thing err... interesting... like it was a subject in history I was interested in...
and you know that in the future people will look back at the day and they wouldn't have been a part of it... it will be in history books and all that... and some people will find it an interesting subject just like Pearl Harbor and other major stuff like that... But I guess since I'm not all "GOD BLESS AMERICA!" and I don't know anybody who was there and... well I dunno...
Basically I know what happened was terrible, but I'm not all boo hoo or "graarr we will kill those camel humpers!" or all patriotic or whatever... so overall, I've already put it behind me and now it's almost like I'm some person watching documentaries on something that happened years ago... it didn't effect my life in any way... I'm still some 16 year old loner who stays up in his room all day
My mom was very upset about it though... that made me feel bad... she was sitting there all perfectly fine and then all of a sudden she just said "Think of all those innocent people!" and starting crying a whole bunch and left the room... That made my eyes water not only because my mom was so upset, but because, just like when I saw the names of people scrolling on the screen, I really did think about all those people for a second...
But I'd rather not sit around and dwell and be all mad and sad about something that in no way effected my life... I wish MSNBC would go back to talking more about smaller stories and still showing the mitch albom show...
This is like my longest post in a long time
hopefully it won't "offend" anybody
