Hard To Say Goodbye

[Ace195]

Yeah.. everyone around me now is going through the same things so I mean its hard to vent to someone who already knows whats going on. I mean most of you have no clue what its like to know that your going to a place that 102 people died here since Operation Enduring freedom began or that You and your friends are indanger and that you could die in one of the many RPG attacks. Nor do you have to deal with family and friends crying when they see you like your already dead. Or your girlfriend crying when she talks to you because she's away at college and can't spend one last week with you.. none of you know how it feels unless you've gone off to fight in a war before.
And you can call it a Soap Opera but let me tell you one thing. I'll be gone for a year and a half. This soap opera is VERY real to me and I'm just having a hard time dealing with the reality of it if you don't like my thread then I say don't read it but don't criticise it...