I've only had a few drinks of anything alcoholic in my entire life. Never enough to have any affect on me at all. I just wanted to see what it tasted like, so I took a drink. The only thing I ever liked was this fruit drink thing. I had a drink of wine once, and it was good too. Ive never even taken a drink of beer though, it smells very nasty.
My g/f dumped me a couple weeks ago also, but I did not drink her away. What I did was slept, and typed. You might want to try it, thatmariolover. Just open Microsoft Word and start typing. Type about how you feel, you will be impressed with what you come up with. Another reason for doing this is that I did not want to forget how I felt during those moments of grief. She was my first g/f ever, and I wanted to be able to come back later and remember how I felt.
It also helps to tell other people how you feel.
I still love her, and I told her so. It kills me to know that she dumped me because she was too stressed out. She is a senior, and I respect the fact that she has A LOT of things to do. College, scholarships, etc... But to know that I am without her because of no fault of my own...that sucks.
Im not going to get off on a wild tangent about my sorrow, but it does help to tell people. It helps a lot. I told her how I felt, and I see hope in the future of her coming back.
