What's funny is he sorts of alluded to "losing a stripe" if I told the truth. I'm going to tell them everything. I've been trying for this thing for 7 months and I've gotten to his almost "zen" moment. If I get in I get in. If I don't get in. Well, I don't get in and I go fill out a FAFSA and get a big loan and go into debt. At least I don't have to put with ****....
I've been, at least for the last few months, feeling that this was my only "out" but I'm seeing that it isn't and I'm just sick of this. I know they try to "challenge" you and try to put pressure on you to see how you react, but I don't know. I got nothing against the Military at all, but I'm wondering if I'm AF material. I got long hair, I see through every BS thing he tells me, I freely admit to everything on my medical record, and never call him sir. I think I'm not military material.
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