[birdman]

They're a distant, unobtainable goal I have for myself, a longing of what I wish I could've had in my younger years, but never truly attempted to acquire. I sit here in my room fawning over these girls, not out of sexual desire, but a melancholy remembrance of my failures in life. All the things I could never do, or never tried to do.

I think about all of that aladuf, and I cry.