[Jason1]

Ive actually got some Vicaden left from like a year ago when I collapsed my lung, I took that last night to help me sleep. That stuff really works, although its not that painful anymore.

I might just party this weekend and drink a lot and try to forget about it because its really got me bummed...its amazing how much you cant do when you no longer have a functioning middle finger...I cant play guitar, I cant play golf, and I have major problems doing simple things like tying my shoes or typing. This post took me far too long to type, although I can allready feel my brain starting to learn to use my ring finger where I used to use my middle finger.