[KillerGremlin]

Right now I'm having a bit of an identity crisis....a mental breakdown if you will. I've thought about maybe trying something, like a drug or something, and I've thought about just giving up on a lot of things all together. Right now I'm in this state of mental debate, I feel f*cked up, I can't sleep...I have insomnia, I'm depressed, and I'm not lovin' it....stupid McDonalds.

Right now I'm trying to have a little faith. I don't believe in all that faith BS...I disprove of mass religion, and I'm not going to start praying just because I'm in distress....but, the way I see it, stuff happens for a reason, and all ends will meet. I still have an outlook, and it's that what happens tomorrow is going to happen, regardless. And, maybe you can control some of it, but most of it you can't. You're just one piece of your life....and stuff doesn't work out.

I'm just rambling, and I'm not full of wisdom. But life is a bumpy ride, and you seem to be at a rough spot. And, for what it's worth, stay strong, and hopefully you'll come out better. If not, then I guess that was the grand scheme, but at least you know it's not your fault.