[Vampyr]

I agree 100% with Bond.

I dont know the girl, but it sounds like she's taken control of you. Without her your heartbroken and lost and talk like a crazy person. You almost come off as suicidal. You've given her too much control over you, and she's exploiting it and taking advantage of you.

If you think she really is special, get some power back in the relationship. Example:
You are bored and want to do something.
You recommend a few things you could do.
She doesnt feel like doing any of them.
Instead of letting her make that decision, just say "fine, suit yourself, but I'm going out". Then just smile and leave.

But she really does sound like too much trouble. There are billions of females in this world...and you dont have to be treated the way it sounds like she is treating you.