Wow how bad can things go in one day.

[Ace195]

I don't know how to feel is what my girlfriend says as i say I love you and don't want to break up so the best thing in my life is going away and there is nothing I can do about it.. All I try is in vein... My head hurts my heart hurts and all I want to do is crawl into a hole and die.. And I thought things were going so well.. I just wanted a little house on a hill 4 kids and a nice life but now my dreams are fading into the dust..


Another guy is all my friend doug says and I don't know how to feel... All I want to do is cry.. And I feel tears rushing on. I wish to die to sleep for evermore. But I know that I must go on..... I don't know how to feel myself anymore.. She told me that I was holding her back from doing things she liked.. I was like just go I'm not trying to hold you back.... GOD ****ING KILL ME....... Yeah tears now god hates me today first my brakes then the only girl I care about................................................. It's tearing out my heart.. I don't want to be her memory I want to be the past present and future but I don't see that happening any time soon.... Typing not working now because I'm actually crying..


I don't cry........... I don't know what to do... I just want to go back to the way we were... WHY TODAY
WHY NOW ?
WHY EVER?


WHY DO YOU HATE ME GOD ?

[Typhoid]

I know what you mean about the first part.

I have this friend i have known her since the first day of school in grade 9, ( now in grade 12) and we went out twice, and lately I have slowly being phased out. I know you say its not the same, but this girl means everything to me, So it hurts more than words can say. But I have told her things, and hopefull fixed some minor stuff with her.

But thats really sh*tty for you...really really sh*tty. But I know what your goin through.

[GameMaster]

I'm sorry to hear about your misfortune Ace. I've never been in that type of situation so I can't understand your sadness but I know you're feeling sad so I hope you feel better in a couple days. Hopefully some of your real life friends will support you during this time of trial.

[Fox 6]

Maybe this will help


































+rep!!!!

[Hero2]

WTF I crawl in my hole/basement for what two weeks and your life is going to hell. Damit get over here thursday after 3:00pm after I get off school and well go do something(I only have $12 till friday)

remeber when life gives you lemons make lemonade then kill some people in UT2004 to relive stress!!!!

[Ace195]

I really need it jeff I don't know how to cope.. I'm falling apart at the seams :(

[Canyarion]

Things will get better... of course you don't want to think about that... but oh well... :(

[Bube]

Well, I lived through the same thing a few weeks ago. She told me that it wasn't working anymore. She left me because I never got mad at her, bought her a lot of flowers, spent too much money for her... Sooo stupid, meaningless reasons... I wouldn't have felt bad if she said that she was leaving me for someone else. And she said that all her friends were going to call her stupid for leaving someone like me, which hurt even more. She left me while she still liked me!

But you know what, time heals everything. Just try to keep your head on, and everything will be better. And talk to her if you can. Talking with her calmed me a little, and now I'm waiting for her to come back so I can vent my anger at her. I feel that I'll feel much better after that :).